today was just HORRIFIC!jus kill me will yo[u]?

JOYCEH!why are yoo angry at me??sorry????????

FREN!YES YES!I KNOW I DIDNT GO TO CLASS IM SORRY!BUT IM MOST PROB NOT GOING AT ALL ANYMORE BUT CAN ALWAYS MEET UP TO GO OUT WITH THE OTHERS OR SMTH K?SORRY!MISS YA'LL AT CLASS!TC.HAVE FUN![sorry for the caps!:]]

JIA RUI!yes i did wanna know wat was going on cus i don wanna be caught off guard.im scared my reaction mite be so outta proportion cus u know i don wanna except the fact.yeah i guess its up to us.thanks for understanding.i know not everyone knows exactly how i feel.reall!thnks!loves lots.tc too babe!pray hard for a miracle for me!!hehee.loves

NISHA!yes yes!ill link yoo! :]tc babeh!

CHAR!ilu too char!!huggs!

ERZI and JOYCEH!yes yes!ill cheer up! :]

alrite.today was jus horrible..the day went quite fast i must say.but maths was kinda horrible.was controlling.haiyo.den after school was jus horendous!after school went to nus to watch the netball n tennis matches,well went because mabs asked me to go so i said,why not.joyceh followed.yeah i had "the time of my life".if u know wat i mean?haas.mabel n joyce had a good time at least?

haiyo...its like i went there to torture myself or smth..could like see little snaeky looks.im glad im NOT blind.or all my girlfriends would be having the time of their lives cheating on me.aiyo.better not say,later i REALLY go blind..haaa!!!yeah den it all ended ard 4plus?yeah.we or rather me n joyceh waited ofr some ppl.n tat some ppl was waiting for someone to go hme first?IM NOT SURE AHH?!i think onli,but yeah tat got me thinking all ova AGAIN.haiyo.its like ppl nv send me hme before..not jus talking abt yo[u].im not singling u out k?but yeah.den i felt so small la..it seriously felt like shit..like everiything abt going to nus today was abt her.don u think.haiyo.its so heart-wrentching[sp?].yeah.

i really,really,really,really,really,really[is tat enuff really(s)?]haiyo.yeah.im jus so jaded,don u think?but i rather be jaded den NOT know wats going on n it jus hits me like a canon ball,ill jus cry n DIE!!i tell u ill jus die if it were to hit me like a ton of bricks.hahahs.okay i jus pictured mtself in my head getting hit ova..n its damn funny la.hmm.okay so bak to the point!we headed hme after waiting for some ppl's her to go hme.den took bus to jurong east int.den found a bus to go hme.

mabel n joyceh took train n i took 105.they waited wit me for my bus..i tell u!so sweet of dem.cus usually no one waits for me..i mean NO ONE.yeah den was controlling again..since we headed to the nus bus stop actually till the int.i ren-ed.but when i got onto 105.i started crying[raining,if u know wat i mean?].yeah i dunno why.i think i was thinking WAY too much..but yeah i dunno..soon i stopped cus it was SO maluating!!hahahs.yeah den walked ALL THE WAY HME FRM CLEMENTI.

saw lyanne.she was waiting for her bus to go hme..yeah so talked to her for awhile den headed hme.walked all the way with my fcukshit heavy bag,n my hip n arch was hurting!!ohh i tell u smth!so funny.when i was moving hse,i cleverly slipped n fell on the stairs.tats why my hip is like kiam-chai[sp??]hahahs.yeah damn funny la!thank goodness no one saw me fall la.or else ill jus die!!haas.okay think ive said too much.hope yall don go KOK eye-ed reading this.hahahs sorry.tc people!much love!will link ya'll la..stop complaining.hahahs.muah!-inked.

MAHAL KITA AKO! frm [me] to yo[u]